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Life is always pointing you in the right direction. It is urging you to live outside your comfort zone and do what's scary. If we don't take chances we will never get the life we wished for. That gap between where you are now and where you want to be should be the definition of pain.
To get past this pain focus on the process without any insistence on the outcome. This will allow you to move forward in the best possible way. You will make strides by taking action in devotion without stressing yourself about the destination.
This will take the pressure off and allow you to focus for the long haul. It will be a beautiful journey when we take that pressure off and avoid beating ourselves up.